: A Minor Update
Seems some rumours are going around about Tam and I; nothing bad, just not true.
I realized that Tam doesn't read LJ anymore, really, and I don't write here. I like LJ for it's keep-in-touch-with-distant-friends kind of idea, but am using RSS feeds for most of the other stuff I read. Well and LJ has some decent amateur porn;)
For our friends
Tam and I are doing pretty well. She has a new job, and is working at home again (You probably don't know she wasn't working at home laugh!).
I've gone back to work at the county, in the job I didn't take last year because it paid too little, and I would be stuck with a contractor watching my every step. It no longer pays too little, and the contractor (the person who held this posisiton before me) is completely gone. The truly miraculous thing is that this job feeds me; I'm making plans for 1-,2-, and 3- years out, knowing I may not fulfill the plans, but I want them good enough in case I am. I've never thought this far ahead in any real job before.
I'm missing J and Viv, but in a couple of weeks, I'm buying a ticket to go see them around Labor Day. Hopefully, I'll be able to go out for longer soon, once I'm a real employee and have some time off. Or I'll bite the bullet and just go:)
It feels a bit that our friends and contact are spreading thin and moving away from us. Some just physically like Viv and J, but others emotionally. I haven't really talked to or seen most of the caw-folk in Ohio since Jim's funeral. I pulled away from the lists because they were too drama-filled for me, and still largely feel that way.
We still have lovers in town, and a Goddess-daughter we love to death, even when she's bad, but then she'll be 4 next month, and we all know how Leos are ;)
Writing and stuff
I haven't been writing at work, I've been just too busy! However, I am learning a lot about AJAX coding, and have built a couple of blogs using it, and will be writing there. I don't even have the RSS feed working, and one of the blogs is completly NSFW, the other is boring computer-geekery (or will be).
However, I've challenged myself to write a few longer pieces. The first piece should be in the 40-50K words range, closer to 40K depending on the length and complexity of the sex scenes. To trick myself into this feat, I'm using a world created by someone else, actually, more of a device. The trick here is that I can't publish this except for free. It keeps my mind on the writing, and hopefully will give me the confidence to tackle some longer works that are completely my own creation. That stuff will be published several places on the net, but you can keep up with that part of my life on my sex blog
Life und so weiter
Some days I can't believe the depth of the debt we're in. Other days I can't believe that we can actually see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's not good to be depressed and self-employed, unless you've got the financial resources to keep things going. We were barely spinning the plates, lost power a few times, and borrowed a lot of money from friends and family. By the end of August, we'll be caught up on our rent after paying double rent for three or four months. The other bills will be settled, and we'll be off the Cinci' folks phone service, somehow. Then we start paying everyone else back, and figure out what we're goign to do about taxes. It doesn't help that unemployment income (as little as it is) is 1099 income. That's crazy, actually, if you ask me, but it's the way of the world.
Since I'm finally in a job that keeps me interested (I've been here almost three months now, and I haven't "figured it out" completely yet), and where I have the authority to manage myself and set directions -- and am respected to do so, I can see that I'll be here for the long haul. And that means I can start planning for the future, know that we'll be debt free in the foreseeable future, and start spreading the love that we received from our friends back out in the world.
And with me coming out of depression, I'll probably be talking to some of you guys a bit more.
But probably not here. LJ feels like high school half the time. I'm not closing my account, I still want to hear from you; I will probably post comments, but I'm not going to be posting here any more than I have in the last year. I just wanted to catch up a bit, and say "hi".
So, well.
"Hi"
TTFN
Seems some rumours are going around about Tam and I; nothing bad, just not true.
I realized that Tam doesn't read LJ anymore, really, and I don't write here. I like LJ for it's keep-in-touch-with-distant-friends kind of idea, but am using RSS feeds for most of the other stuff I read. Well and LJ has some decent amateur porn;)
For our friends
Tam and I are doing pretty well. She has a new job, and is working at home again (You probably don't know she wasn't working at home laugh!).
I've gone back to work at the county, in the job I didn't take last year because it paid too little, and I would be stuck with a contractor watching my every step. It no longer pays too little, and the contractor (the person who held this posisiton before me) is completely gone. The truly miraculous thing is that this job feeds me; I'm making plans for 1-,2-, and 3- years out, knowing I may not fulfill the plans, but I want them good enough in case I am. I've never thought this far ahead in any real job before.
I'm missing J and Viv, but in a couple of weeks, I'm buying a ticket to go see them around Labor Day. Hopefully, I'll be able to go out for longer soon, once I'm a real employee and have some time off. Or I'll bite the bullet and just go:)
It feels a bit that our friends and contact are spreading thin and moving away from us. Some just physically like Viv and J, but others emotionally. I haven't really talked to or seen most of the caw-folk in Ohio since Jim's funeral. I pulled away from the lists because they were too drama-filled for me, and still largely feel that way.
We still have lovers in town, and a Goddess-daughter we love to death, even when she's bad, but then she'll be 4 next month, and we all know how Leos are ;)
Writing and stuff
I haven't been writing at work, I've been just too busy! However, I am learning a lot about AJAX coding, and have built a couple of blogs using it, and will be writing there. I don't even have the RSS feed working, and one of the blogs is completly NSFW, the other is boring computer-geekery (or will be).
However, I've challenged myself to write a few longer pieces. The first piece should be in the 40-50K words range, closer to 40K depending on the length and complexity of the sex scenes. To trick myself into this feat, I'm using a world created by someone else, actually, more of a device. The trick here is that I can't publish this except for free. It keeps my mind on the writing, and hopefully will give me the confidence to tackle some longer works that are completely my own creation. That stuff will be published several places on the net, but you can keep up with that part of my life on my sex blog
Life und so weiter
Some days I can't believe the depth of the debt we're in. Other days I can't believe that we can actually see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's not good to be depressed and self-employed, unless you've got the financial resources to keep things going. We were barely spinning the plates, lost power a few times, and borrowed a lot of money from friends and family. By the end of August, we'll be caught up on our rent after paying double rent for three or four months. The other bills will be settled, and we'll be off the Cinci' folks phone service, somehow. Then we start paying everyone else back, and figure out what we're goign to do about taxes. It doesn't help that unemployment income (as little as it is) is 1099 income. That's crazy, actually, if you ask me, but it's the way of the world.
Since I'm finally in a job that keeps me interested (I've been here almost three months now, and I haven't "figured it out" completely yet), and where I have the authority to manage myself and set directions -- and am respected to do so, I can see that I'll be here for the long haul. And that means I can start planning for the future, know that we'll be debt free in the foreseeable future, and start spreading the love that we received from our friends back out in the world.
And with me coming out of depression, I'll probably be talking to some of you guys a bit more.
But probably not here. LJ feels like high school half the time. I'm not closing my account, I still want to hear from you; I will probably post comments, but I'm not going to be posting here any more than I have in the last year. I just wanted to catch up a bit, and say "hi".
So, well.
"Hi"
TTFN
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